beautiful letdown

it was a beautiful letdown
the day i knew
all the riches this world had to offer me
would never do

in a world full of bitter pain
and bitter doubt
i’ve tried so hard to fit in
until i found out
that i don’t belong here
i will carry a cross in song
’cause i don’t belong

~Switchfoot

i was born in south jersey, got out for awhile but now i’m back. been here & there, done this & that. i spend too much time thinking and dreaming and not enough time doing. still trying to find people who understand that, and can still like me for it. although i don’t expect anyone i know to read this. kind of hoping no one does. just yet.